I have been dealing with this issue for a very long time. And it’s hard for me to admit … So maybe i won’t just yet. But as i sit here waiting to get one of my sweet boys for school and I stare at this beautiful view I’m reminded that GOD has a reason for giving me the trials that he gives me. So I’m going to make this public declaration again… I trust my God with everything I have. No, I don’t get to understand the whys or how’s. But I’m choosing to trust Him anyway. Ecclesiastes 3 is why I believe so strongly on this subject. Go read it at least through verse 11 and I hope it will encourage you to trust Jesus with everything you have to. Let me know what you think!